An "excerpt" from my story

Idk this is just something i made up to be put in one of my stories;
"I'm sorry. I hated you for nothing. I hated you for your smile. I hated you for your laugh, but now that's all gone, and I have no reason to hate you, but now I hate you even more."
This is a girl, talking to a guy, and she's crying. I don't have anything else to say other than that.

                                    -frozen

Just Some Random thing I wrote

I wipe my tears away. I have to start over. Where can I be accepted? This feeling... is overwhelming me. I'm being engulfed by the darkness, I can barely see the light. It's becoming blurred. How do I explain this feeling? It's like suffocating on your breath, or drowning in your tears. I just want someone to come and help me find the light again. My light is fading, my hope is disappearing. It's becoming darker... and I might not be able to find it again...

(these are 2 SEPARATE things though both are kind of depressing)

I'm not accepted here... I'm not accepted... What should I do? I want to fit it. That longing to fit in with society... I can't seem to avoid it. But if I'm shunned for who I am... What do I do? I know I can't get my dreams, my hidden desires, they'll just laugh. I know they talk behind my backs, the people I called friends. So I leave. To find a place. For me.

                    -Tay (depressing thoughts :( )

pstscrpt- not depressed